Update!!

This is going to come out like rapid fire because I am dead tired from school.

I am living in Mississauga. I am going to makeup school (it's AWESOME). I am quite content.

Waking up between 6 and 7 each morning is .. dare I say it... not that bad. Mostly because school is amazing. Each day is challenging and fun. I wish I could go for the rest of my life lol. I love working on different faces and getting the chance to learn all these new cool things!

But what I really wanted to touch on today was how grateful I am for my friends. As I was driving home today (hour and forty minutes instead of the usual hour) I was thinking how lucky I am to have such great friends. They are there for me from.. random outings, late night/early morning calls and texts, believing in me, loving me even though I am the queen of sarcasm and much, much more.

I wish I could articulate this better.. but my brain is so fried lol.

So, I just want to say thank you to my wonderful friends. Thank you for your patience, advice and overwhelming support. Without you guys I would be even more cynical and ranty (if that's at all possible! lol) Love you!

MAN GLAZE!!

My Man Glaze order came in today!

After I was bitching to my parents this morning that my dad painted over our address. Yeah, he did that. I have had this conversation with them before. How will the postal people where to deliver things if we have no address? My dad says that they would just know. ... Yeah. Last year AJYJ (HAHA..) sent me something and it was sent back to him because my address DNE. I didn't want my polish to get sent back!

I was worried since they said it would take about 4 days to get here, and I ordered it over a week ago. But then a few hours after my whining.. my package came!

I didn't even bother taking off my old nail polish, I just painted right over it. It goes on a sparkly black (which is cool) but in less than a minute, it turns into a flat matte colour. It dries very quickly. SO COOL!!



I still haven't mastered my camera, which is broken and held together with tape. Time for a new one!

Man Glaze - The Original Matte Finish Nail Colour. <--- Check out the site =)

Update!

Perhaps I should have wrote this earlier. I kept putting it off, because that's my style. I was all over the place emotionally about how I felt about it. First I was excited, then stressed, then regretful, now... sort of stressed and excited at once.

So I'm going back to school, just not University. On September 14th I will be starting a 14 week course at Complexions in Toronto. =) The course is called the Essential Makeup Artist. I will be learning fashion makeup, character makeup, a bit of hair, and a bit of prothetics. I'm really excited to start!
Which means, I am moving to Toronto! I'll be living with my sister, and when I can, crash at Ev's (thanks lady).

Big news huh?

I guess that's all I really want to say about that for now.

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I went to the states yesterday!

.. Went shopping..

I didn't go crazy! Just a few dresses and stuff.. Forever 21 in the US is so much better than the Canadian one. I find things I actually like! And they're in my size!


CUUUUTE headband that I wanted in every colour, but settled for a grey


My favourite band of all time, weird to see it at F21...


Gorgeous silk sheath with bows in the back! It really needs to be ironed!


Strapless dress with padding in the boob area so you don't have to wear a bra!


Dress I'll be wearing to my brother's wedding!

Awesome finds!

Long One.

I know why I do these. It gets my mind off what is pissing me off. All day today I was ranting and raving in my head about some issues bothering me. ALL DAY. So much so that I forgot to drink anything. Yeah. Losing my mind. I just figured out why I feel so weird and have such a raging headache. I'm beyond dehydrated. I just had a conversation with my mother that aggravated me even more. So this survey thing helped.

My tattoo is itchy.

Survey time.

Basics

Name - Rose
Age - 23
Sex - Female
Date of Birth - Oct. 4th 1985
Hair Color - Brown
Eye Color - Brown
Race - HUMAN

Favorite. . .

Color(s) - Fuchsia, pink, purple, cobalt blue
Food - Lasagna
Drink - Champagne
Television Show - True Blood
Movie - Girl, Interrupted
Song - The Bangles - Eternal Flame
Artist - Lady Gaga
Place to be - La la land
Stuffed animal - Eeyore
Pet - Cats
Person - *shrugs*
Game - Minesweeper
Clothing brand/style - Original

What do you want in the opposite sex?

Hair color - Black
Eye color - Multicolour
Tatoos - LOTS
Peircings - Ears
Body Type - Kickass
Do they have to be rich? - No
Do they have to be popular? - No
Personality or Looks? - Personality

This or that?

Pepsi or Coke - Coke
Vanilla or Chocolate - Vanilla
Black or White - Black
Cats or Dogs - Cats
Sink or Swim - Sink
Lake or Ocean - Neither
Night or Day - Night
Half Full or Half Empty - Half empty
Desktops or Laptops - Laptop
Playstation or Xbox - Neither
Summer or Winter - FALL!
Cold or Warm - Cold
Cowboys or Indians - Cowboys, unless it's Jacob
Lover or Fighter - Fighter
Car or Truck - Car
Cup or Glass - Glass
Fork or Spoon - Fork
Walking or Running - Walking
The Fast or The Furious - The Furious

What do you think of when I say. . .

Soup - Nazi
Wardrobe Malfunction - Boob out
Heaven - Fashion
Hell - Home
Cucumber - Cool
Salad - Crispy
Big Mac - McDonald's
Sexy - Shoes
Pirates - Arr
Significant - Other
Beautiful - In the eye of the beholder
Lion - Simba
Blues Clues - Puppy
Rainbow - Brite
Cloud - Carebears
Rapper - Tupac
Gangsta - Scarface
White and Nerdy - Weezer
Lolli pop - Weezy
Wave - Hi
Fad - Fun
Aliens - Signs
Ghost - Demi Moore
Survey - Time well wasted

Do you or have you ever had. . .

A piercing - Ears (11 times), navel, nipple (closed up), tongue (closed up)
A tattoo - Two and counting
A sibling - Two sisters and a brither
Parents that are still together - Yes
A boyfriend/girlfriend - Yes
A husband/wife - No
A child - No
A really wild party while your parents were away? - No
An alcoholic beverage - Yes, lots actually
A pet of your own - Yes, bunnies, a dog (that has been adopted by my auntie.) and cats
A house of your own - No
A car of your own - Yes
An iPod - Yes

Do you. . .

Smoke - No
Drink - Of course
Do drugs - Legal ones
Hug on the first date - Yes
Kiss on the first date - Yes
'Do it' on the first date - HAHA
Shower Daily - Yes
Brush your teeth daily - YES
Keep your room clean - Not really
Do all your homework - What homework?
Plan on going to college - NEVER AGAIN. ... Well, if I win the lottery

Do you believe in. . .

God/Heaven - Not really
Satan/Hell - Not really
Ghosts - Yes
Aliens - Not really
Witches/wizards - Harry Potter?
Magic - Yes!
Big Foot/Sasquatch/Abominable Snowmen - Sure
The past life - Sure
Global Warming - Yes
Humanism - I don't know what that is..
Scientology - No
Hinduism - No
Buddism - No
Taoism - No
Wiccaism - No
[Not that I don't believe that there are such things, just I don't follow these particular religions, or any religion for that matter.]

~*~Random~*~

What's your middle name? - Don't have one
Have any Nicknames? - Ro, RoRo, RoLo, Rosie
What is your favorite name? - For boys, Tristan, for girls, Alexa
What do you wish your name was? - I'm ok with my name
What is your favorite season? - Fall
Do you drink alot of water? - Usually
Do you have a pet? - Not anymore..
Do you have a computer at your house? - Yes
Do you live in an apartment, house, trailer or other? - Definite other
Favorite place to chill? - My car
Favorite place to visit? - Ethan's
Ever have an imaginary friend? - No
If so, what was their name?
Ever eaten something really disgusting? - I don't think so
Do you work out? - Yes
Have you ever gotten arrested? - Nope
If so, for what?
Have you ever cheated on someone? - Nah
Has anyone ever cheated on you? - Yup
Have you ever kissed a stranger? - No
Have you ever kissed someone of the same sex? - A friendly peck
Have you ever gotten drunk? - Yup
Could you ever be a vegetarian? - NEVER
Can you sing? - Everyone can sing
Can you dance? - Not well
Can you draw, paint, color well? - I draw on my face pretty well
Do you have a job? - Part time one that is almost over
Do you like tape? - Sure
Do you like glue? - Sure
Can you solve a Rubik's Cube? - Sadly, I cannot
How did you like this survey? - Meh

One Word.

Noticing a pattern? When I feel crappy (physically/emotionally) and I want to post, I just do these.. survey things. I had a good day yesterday (got an awesome tattoo) that turned into a bad day (dad issues). Now I just feel like shit. I think my mom is to blame t0o, because she sort of provoked it all (probably not intentionally but she should have known that my dad would not have supported the idea). I don't mean to be vague. I just don't know if I want to get into it all yet.

I do start school on September 14th. That I do know.

Here's my new tattoo




Here's my one word answers.

Where is your cell phone
Somewhere

Your hair
Long

Father
Unsupportive

Your favorite thing
Sleeping

Your dream last night
None

Your favorite drink
Alcohol

Your dream/goal
Success

The room you are in
Mine

Your fear
Disappointing

Where do you want to be in 6 years
There

Muffins
Banana

One of your wish list items
Macbook

The last thing you did
Barf

What are you wearing
Pjs

Your TV
Old

Your pets
Gone

Your computer
Toshiba

Your life
Shit

Your mood
Shit

Missing someone
Yes

Your car
Mazda

Favorite store
Unsure

Your summer
Meh

Your favorite color
Unsure

When is the last time you laughed
Yesterday

Last time you cried
Yesterday

Favorite food
Italian

Place I would rather be right now
Hole

30 Day Shred (Day 10)

This morning I finished day 10 of the shred! So what if I'm a few days behind? I'm on a sort of vacay and I'm not at home!

So what are the results?

I'm still huffing and puffing and struggling, especially with the first circuit (push ups + squat and press and jumping jacks + jump rope). But after I get started, I'm fine. The workout itself is still very challenging so I'm not sure if I should stick with level one, or move on to level two.

I am seeing some changes in my body. My tummy is definitely flatter (I've been telling people that instead of looking 5 months pregnant, I look 6 weeks pregnant! LOL) and there is a bump in my arm!! Eva saw it! She's a witness!

I will probably take tomorrow off because my left ankle is hurting and I'm limping around. I need to get an adjustment or something. When I rotate my ankle, it cracks and feels crunchy, not good.

Still haven't decided if I will go another 10 days with level one or move to level two, either way, update will come at day 20!

xx

Eyeshadow Collection (MAC)

It's not very impressive, but *shrugs*.


*I'm not sure of the names of the two Milani eyeshadows

1st row(left to right)
carbon, club, knight divine, idol eyes
2nd row
smut, mystery, amber lights, patina, omega
3rd row
gesso, crystal avalanche, shroom
4th row
beautiful iris, stars n rockets, parfait amour, sketch
5th row
steamy, greensmoke, humid, femme noir
6th row
(Milani), (Milani), fresh water, alantic blue, deep truth



1st row
blanc type, cumulus, silverthorn, tilt, moonsreflection
2nd row
parrot, newly minted, velvet moss, endless love, fig. 1



Palette on the left (top to bottom) - Heatherette Trio 1
Cloudburst, mood ring, hoppin'

Palette on the right - Royal Assets Cool Eyes
medallion, silverwear
trophy pink, modern heir
shadowy lady, queen's jewel


Metal X and Mineralize shadows

plum electric, metalblu, dangerzone

BONUS pic.


FLASHMONSTER!
My arm. I walked into the metal.. thing that is on the door frame that the lock.. locks into. Yeah. Its flat, it sticks out and is sharp. My arm scraaaaaaaped across that as I tried to get through the doorway which was open a crack (I was too lazy to open the door all the way. Haha.) Serves me right I guess? I pulled a Peter Griffin.
SSSSSSSTTTTT. AHHHHHHHHHH.

Automated Voicemail

Can anyone be a morning person? I HATE 6 or 7am start times. HATE THEM. I can never fall asleep til about 1 or 2 or even 3am and I am left with 2-4 hours of sleep.

I hate mornings!

I got off work at about 12:30, and I check my phone, 4 missed calls and 3 voicemails. Seems that someone has been trying to get a hold of me. I check the numbers, its a 1-888 number. I check the voicemails and its an automated message from "Contact services regarding my outstanding Rogers account". I've heard from them before but thought it must have been a mistake because my bill is always paid on time (thanks mom). This was the first time that they called three times in a row, before that it was a random call maybe once every two weeks, and it would stop for about a month.

When I got home I called the number back and asked the ..phone.. person what it was regarding. Here's the conversation:

Me - I just received three automated messages. Something about my "OUTSTANDING Rogers account?"
Lady - Reference number?
M - I don't have one. It was an automated message saying I need to contact you immediately.
L - I need your primary phone number and full name.
M - *gives it
L - This is your number?
M - Yup.
L - What's your name again?
M - ... Rose.
L - Who is Marco _______?
M - No idea.
L - Well he put this as his primary number.
M - That's not me.
L - You sure you don't know him?
M - Um. Yeah.
L - How long have you had this number?
M - Over a year and a half. What kind of company is this? Collections?
L - Why did he put your number?
M - How should I know? If I had an outstanding Rogers account, you wouldn't be able to call me on it.
L - And you don't know him?
M - I don't want to receive any more calls.

*Click*

Annoying. She was giving me attitude the entire time. It made no sense, if I owed Rogers a whole bunch of money, they would cut my phone off! This is not the first time I have gotten calls for this Marco.

I'm changing my number soon.

I called Rogers today and after checking out some phones.. will probably renew my contract with a pretty good plan. You have to say you're going to leave them before they give you the goods. Ain't that always the way?


I like this one, but knowing my luck it probably won't be in the store for me to test. It's also kind of pricey... *Sigh, I keep finding more and more things I need before September.

Another One..

1. Can you fill this out without lying?
Absolutely

2. What was the last thing you put in your mouth?
Pills

3. Who was your last text message from?
Nel

4. Where was your default picture taken?
At 29

5. Last person you rode in a car with under the age of 20?
Probably my cousin

6. Name someone that made you laugh today?
A person that posted a video of their cat peeing in the toilet, HILARIOUS

7. How late did you stay up last night and why?
I'm not sure, i was reading and rolling around trying to sleep

8. If you could move somewhere else, would you?
In a heartbeat

9. Ever been kissed under fireworks?
Yes

10. Which of your friends lives closest to you?
Jen

11. Do you believe ex's can be friends?
Short answer? Nope.

12. Calling or texting?
Depends on the person

13. How do you feel about Dr. Pepper?
Love it

14. When was the last time you cried really hard?
Maybe.. two weeks ago?

15. Where is your biological father right now?
In his side of the house

16. Where are you at right now?
In my room

17. What bed did you sleep in last night?
My bed

18. What was the last thing someone bought for you?
Dinner =)

19. Who took your profile picture?
Sheena? I don't remember

20. Was yesterday better than today?
Meh, about the same

21. Can you live a day without TV?
I could

22. Are you mad about anything?
Pretty much all the time

23. Do you think relationships are really worth it?
Sometimes..

24. When was the last time you were extremely disappointed and why?
I am disappointed all the time.

25. Are you a bad influence?
Sometimes

26. Night out or night in?
Night ... in

27. What items could you not go without during the day?
Laptop, makeup

28. Would you share a drink with a stranger?
No, germs!

29. Who was the last person you visited in the hospital?
My sister and nephew

30. What does the last text message in your inbox say?
"perfect =)"

31. How do you feel about your life right now?
Good question. I'm not sure

32. How many times have you been pulled over by the police?
2

33. Do you hate anyone?
Yes

34. If we were to look in your inbox, what would we find?
Chain mails, fwds, short convos with my sister, clothing store updates, makeup updates

35. Can you easily tell if someone’s fake
Sometimes

36. Say you were given a drug test right now, would you pass?
Yes

37. Has anyone ever called you perfect before?
Yes

38. What song is stuck in your head?
Fashion - Lady Gaga

39. Someone knocks on your window at 2 AM, who do you want it to be?
RPattz (because I'm watching The Goblet of Fire)

40. Wanna have kids before you’re 30?
No...

41. Name something you have to do today?
The day is nearly over

42. Can you whistle?
Nope

43. Do you sleep on your side, stomach, or back?
All over

44. Do you think too much or too little?
Way, way too much

45. Do you smile a lot?
No

46. Can you handle the truth?
For the most part

47. What was the last book you read?
That I finished? Jodi Picoult - The Pact

48. Is there something you always wear?
Not anymore

49. What were you doing 30 minutes ago
Watching a msf review

50. Honestly, who was the last person to tell you that they love you?
J

51. Have you ever dyed your hair?
Yup, and the dye doesn't want to stick

52. Are you wearing a necklace?
No

53. What's something that can always make you feel better?
Sleep

54. Will this weekend be a good one?
It's over, and the week is going to suck

55. What do you want right now?
My stomach to quit hurting!

56. Have you ever worn the opposite sex's clothing?
Yes

57. Look behind you, what do you see?
Pillows, eeyore

58. Have you ever worked in a food place?
Of course

59. What would you name your future daughter?
Alexa

60. What are your summer plans for 2010?
Have a crapload of fun

61. Does anyone know your Facebook password?
Well, I do

62. Would you like some cake?
Hell yeah

30 Day Shred

In my effort to get in shape and to stop being a lazy ass, I bought the Skinny Bitch Fitness DVD last month.



Prior to that, I had never, ever worked out. It was a place to start! So 6 weeks into it, I'm still breaking a sweat but not feeling sore like I did in the beginning. I'm also not seeing much of a difference in my body so.... I looked into Jillian Michael's 30 Day Shred.



Today is day one! I'd have to say it's pretty challenging for someone like me, a total beginner! My legs were burning, my arms were burning, I was huffing and puffing and I wanted to quit! But, I stuck with it!

I plan on following the workout for the whole 30 days (minus the days that I work a full shift counting crap and just come home and pass out) and will update at the 10 day, 20 day and finally, the 30 day mark!

I just watched the Level 2 and.. it's intimidating lol.

Wish me luck! =)